I'm seeing dark sky's, and at times it feels like the sun never rise
like darkness has over taken the evening, at times i rather die
I'm having trouble closing my eyes....having trouble sleeping!
honestly, maybe possibly depression. I've been barely eating
I recognize the fact that I must change, and start believing
in my self, give myself meaning, but I'm busy fighting off these demons
cause my mental being has been taken several beating's.
I'm mentally distorted, haunted by mistakes within goals I've
aborted and now have no meaning, I'm just physically exhausted.
watching my reflection and i don't like what I'm seeing.
it's distorted by some spiritual being, its deceiving
because deep inside i know it's me that I'm seeing!...
of course its me sleeping. maybe if i open my eyes ill end the dreaming
instead of leaning on my own neck, so I can start breathing.
and start healing to shake off these negative vibes I'm feeling.
through reasons of writing and expressing myself for your reading.
it seems its slowly squeezing out the relief I've been seeking.
slowly healing, slowing down this bleeding. keeping faith in myself
through evening after evening, slowly achieving my goals
to cleanse my inner soul and take back control and defeat all these demons.
and as I learn about myself these demons are slowly leaving.
as I'm finding the answers that I've been seeking, feels like freedom,
my path was lacking BELIEVING.... in myself to stop the bleeding
The self teaching, was faith, That's all I was needing!
--Storm The Arsonist, 30/12/2025
Theme : Self, Social Criticism, Others -- "Rap"