I’m not jealous
why would I be
I said long ago I didn’t care.
when our feelings weren’t shared
I’m not jealous
Really, I’m not.
I’m standing in the corner.
watching her with him.
But I can't
if I feel something for her.
I’ve known her for 4 years.
It’s hard not to care.
Maybe I’m jealous.
Whenever I see him talk to her
or how she looks at him
I hate myself for not being able to.
I’m not able to love her properly.
I’m not able to tell her I do.
Maybe I am jealous.
Because I know I won’t have what he has
or do what he does
or feel how he feels
or be him for a day.
-18/2/2022
Theme : Love, Jealousy